Madness

Sometimes I think I'll just lose my grip and fall,
Into the endless depths that live inside of me,
I want someone to take a look within me,
And tell me what they see amidst my insecurity,
What's lying between my fear and my anxiety.
Maybe it's myself that I should run away from,
Hide from my emotions whenever they break free,
Break through my devotion that's always caging me,
Escape from my provoking negativity,
Run from the demanding needs that live in me.
It's impossible to find relief in pain,
But I still hold on to what's hurting me,
Pain seems to carry a deadly ecstasy,
I cannot always hang from the brink of insanity,
Or try to find some substance in my own humanity.
I am craving for some love,
A temptation, a seduction that's always left hungry,
Unfulfilled emotions leaving me empty,
I'd like to kill those demons that live inside of me,
For once in my life

I can die to break free